Pouring eveything out!

ooohhhh yeeeeeehhh, akhirnya dapat jugak berBLOG!hehehohohohuhuhu. Its been a while kan since I update here,na othe kache!< what to do kan>, as I've mentioned before there is no WIRELESSS in Beringin 27!So bila dapat cans jea on9, hati teruja sampai nak terlompat-lompat terguling-guling tergolek golek tergedik-gedik, OK OVER! tapi begitulah perasaan saya bila dapat on9. AWAK PAHAM kan??*wink*

Btw, now  am having my 318 aka HTML class at LAB 6. Lectura terCINTA En.Faizal sedang mencurahkan segala ilmu-ilmu beliau kepada kami. Half of the class sedang menumpukan sepenuh perhatian sambil mengerutkan dahi cuba memahami apa yg cuba disampaikam oleh Faizal eerr I mean EN.Faizal. The other half tu paham2 la an dok buat pa. hehehhehehe.

Ok now back to the MAIN TOPIC : POURING EVERYTHING OUT!

YES! Lately nie I've been kinda stressed out with something. I'm not in a good state of mind.Something happened and it was really hurting that I could not hold on anymore which then caused me to burst into tears! Tears like river! all of a sudden I've become the VERY VERY SENSITIVE GIRL who can easily cry when anyone mention bout the problem I was facing at that time. YESS, it was too painful for me to handle.But then, setelah menangis beribu-ribu baldi, ok tipu! setelah menagis beberapa baldi, it makes me feel better and I've decided to go through this without tears anymore! I need to prove that am not a girl who can't handle her own problems and ending up crying for the rest of her life! YEAHH, lets go through this coz I know I AM A STRONG ENOUGH now! after all, I still have my friends to cheer me up! Yes, there is no reason why I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX! So, lets be strong and lets go through this together. FIGHTING!;) yeahh mann!teheeee

SuJU forever! iiishh, nak jugak terselit nama SUJU kamu tu yerr ecah!

P/S: I realised that, if something is bugging you, and you can't seem to handle it, then do cry out loud! Nangis la sepuas hati. TRUST ME, it makes you feel better;)

Let me end todays entry with this:

Dear diary,

I feel like I'm lost in wonderland.

I'm in my own world now.

I've lost the STAR thar always guide me

I've lost the light that shines from the STAR.

I burst into tears finding ways to come out from this darkness

I pretend to be happy but I'm a fool inside who tries to cover her sadness with her cherrfullness.

na PABO! <am STUDPID!>

I am afraid I will lost forever in this darkness,

but then I realised I still have the MOON that shines even brighter than the STAR.

ThankYou for being there dear MOON.

Am slowly starting to crawl towards the light.

Kamsahamnida MOON.

SARANGAHE!<3