Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Pouring eveything out!

ooohhhh yeeeeeehhh, akhirnya dapat jugak berBLOG!hehehohohohuhuhu. Its been a while kan since I update here,na othe kache!< what to do kan>, as I've mentioned before there is no WIRELESSS in Beringin 27!So bila dapat cans jea on9, hati teruja sampai nak terlompat-lompat terguling-guling tergolek golek tergedik-gedik, OK OVER! tapi begitulah perasaan saya bila dapat on9. AWAK PAHAM kan??*wink*

Btw, now  am having my 318 aka HTML class at LAB 6. Lectura terCINTA En.Faizal sedang mencurahkan segala ilmu-ilmu beliau kepada kami. Half of the class sedang menumpukan sepenuh perhatian sambil mengerutkan dahi cuba memahami apa yg cuba disampaikam oleh Faizal eerr I mean EN.Faizal. The other half tu paham2 la an dok buat pa. hehehhehehe.


YES! Lately nie I've been kinda stressed out with something. I'm not in a good state of mind.Something happened and it was really hurting that I could not hold on anymore which then caused me to burst into tears! Tears like river! all of a sudden I've become the VERY VERY SENSITIVE GIRL who can easily cry when anyone mention bout the problem I was facing at that time. YESS, it was too painful for me to handle.But then, setelah menangis beribu-ribu baldi, ok tipu! setelah menagis beberapa baldi, it makes me feel better and I've decided to go through this without tears anymore! I need to prove that am not a girl who can't handle her own problems and ending up crying for the rest of her life! YEAHH, lets go through this coz I know I AM A STRONG ENOUGH now! after all, I still have my friends to cheer me up! Yes, there is no reason why I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX! So, lets be strong and lets go through this together. FIGHTING!;) yeahh mann!teheeee

SuJU forever! iiishh, nak jugak terselit nama SUJU kamu tu yerr ecah!

P/S: I realised that, if something is bugging you, and you can't seem to handle it, then do cry out loud! Nangis la sepuas hati. TRUST ME, it makes you feel better;)

Let me end todays entry with this:

Dear diary,
I feel like I'm lost in wonderland.
I'm in my own world now.
I've lost the STAR thar always guide me
I've lost the light that shines from the STAR.
I burst into tears finding ways to come out from this darkness
I pretend to be happy but I'm a fool inside who tries to cover her sadness with her cherrfullness.
na PABO! <am STUDPID!>
I am afraid I will lost forever in this darkness,
but then I realised I still have the MOON that shines even brighter than the STAR.
ThankYou for being there dear MOON.
Am slowly starting to crawl towards the light.
Kamsahamnida MOON.

Saturday, February 12, 2011


Apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan PERUBAHAN? 
PERUBAHAN pada diriku sendiri.
Yes, its about MYSELF.

What happened to Me? ~ I don't know!

Why am I moody ~ I don't know!

Am I tired ~ YES, very very Tired!

Tired off? ~ Everything!

What Dou You wanna do? ~ I need to completely rest Myself.


Now You're at Penang, How do You feel? ~  Much Better.

So, Did You managed to find the answer for why were you behaving strangely for the whole last week? ~
Yes, coz I was too tired with my tight schedule and Am tired of people sudden change!

Did your friends noticed bout your sudden behaviour changes ~ Yes, They did! They even tried to make me feel                                                                                           better.

And now, are you ready enough to get back to work? (In other words balik Arau) ~ 
YES I AM! Am ready to go through this and Am gonna shine even better now. Lets GOOO Aisha! FIGHTING!;) *Welcome Back The cheerfull Aisha again*;)

Before I end this entry, haruslah diakhiri dengan picta2 ku bersama kawan2 ku.
Bila dah moody and tatawu nak buat apa, Kita berCAMWHORE jela yerr;)


Saya Kanak-Kanak Ribena!

 Jangan Pandang Belakang!


Friday, February 11, 2011


Babe, My Heart is filled with you
Even now if you place your hand on my chest, 
It's beating for you.
Everytime I call You never answer
Every night You drown yourself with wine
From the distance I watched Your silence tears fall
After wondering for a long time ~ Alone
Every Morning waking without You- Without You
I find Myself drawn to the upside down picture of You
Memories of my broken heart replay
Bound by a dark curtain of memories
Haunted by You in My dreams ~ Can't sleep
Facing me, You feel so real then You fade away like smoke
I still can't believe that We're over
That We've reached the end of the line
Someone wake me up, tell me it's a dream
Coz this reality I don't want ~ I don't want to live in
I wonder if You're thinking of Me now
If You're doing okay, have You met someone else?
Coz all of my heart in still in Your possession
Only for You, My Heart beats only for You

Baby Boo My Hot little figure
Whom I was searching around the world
When I almost collapsed with exhaust
I just got My eyes on You, My beloved Venus
It feels like a dream, so don't wake Me up
We were suppose to fly to the sky
I mean no one can interfere Us here in My dreams
Holding both hands will never let You go
I even promised You everybody would envy Us

This is what I'm begging baby
Why can't I be the only Girl who'll be with You
Why must You leave Me in the dark alone?
Wherever I am, I'm reminded of Your presence
I was afraid You would leave, Now You're gone
And I can't let You go
This is the only way I can keep You
I'm losing My mind
Lots of money and nice car ~ For Me
Even without those Am satisfied ~ Satisfied
Your existence is special, Nothing can measure up
Even when I say don't, I still think of You
Pray every night You'll return to Me ~ Wishful thinking
Having dream gives Me a little happiness
Until I wake up You're gone, I scream out NO!
Just like a tattoo stained to My Heart
You're like the never ending story on replay
never knew Love could HURT like this
Our story I don't want, I don't want but I Remember
Nothing makes this pain go away, it HURTS
Nothing makes me smile anymore
You're the thorn in My Heart
To remove to remove, but just can't pull out!

Sometimes I wonder if what we had was ever real at all
What could never be, I guess is not possible
Cause it hurts to watch Your tears fall
If only You could have given Me Your Heart
Then like before I could smile, But now can't

Why I must remember like it was yesterday
Why was this Our fate, I ask each day
Coz all of My Heart is still in Your possession
Our story, I don't want I don't want
But I remember ALL.



To Lovers of SUPER JUNIOR (E.L.F), these are the details of Super Junior's SUPER SHOW 3 in Malaysia :

Time :   Saturday, March19 (6.00pm-9.00pm)
Location: Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil
               Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

More Info:  Super Show 3 - The Third Asia Tour

Date: SAT 19 March 2011
Time: 6 PM
Venue: Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil

Rock Pitt RM 480
Terrace Seats RM 480
Balcony Seats RM 370
Partial Restricted View RM 220

Launch of Ticket Sale Event for Super Junior's SUPER SHOW 3 in Kuala Lumpur
Venue: Sungei Wang Mall
Date: 19th February 2011
Time: 10 AM - 10 PM

Online Ticket Sales at (20 Feb - 19 March 2011)
Available Online and at all AirAsiaRedTix outlets Island-wide (Malaysia) .
Time and Date (Start of Online/Outlet sales : 20th FEB | 12 Noon

Can't wait for SUPER JUNIOR to rock the stage in Malaysia. OOOHHH, I wish I can goo! 

Will MY DREAM comes true??


Thursday, February 10, 2011


Do you get what I mean?? YESS, setelah empat hari meninggalkan Penang, berhempas pulas di Arau, berlekang mata ke Kelas, berpusu-pusu ke Meeting, tergedik-gedik menyiapkan Assignment and now, Here I am. Currently, at this moment, am in PENANG! yeayyyyyyy! Gembira yang teramat sehingga tidak boleh mengeluarkan sepatah kata hanya air mata rindu sahaja yang mengalir di pipiku ini. Hati wanitaku tersentuh apabila menjejakkan kaki di Penang pada pukul 5.30petang tadi.OH! Betapa rindunya aku pada PENANG!xoxoxo. OK OVER! STOP now! hehehe, However and Watever, am in Penang now! 

Setelah diberitahu bahawa kelas Web dikanselkan esok <*My lec Demam teruk samapi masuk ward. Pray for him kay*>, owh ya setelah kelas dikanselkan, tunggu apa lagi an! Saya Izza Zue dan Fairuz, berkejar kejaran ke Bus Station, berpusu2 membeli tiket, akhirnya sempatla jugak manaiki bas pukul 3tghari tadi.

Sampai Penang jerr, bukan Kau heti nak balik kan Ecah, Saya dan Izza tersesat sebentar di QUEENSBAY! hehehehohohohahaha. Bepusing-pusing di QB dan setelah perut mula menyanyikan lagu Super Junior "SORRY SORRY SORRY neke neke manjo", Saya dan Iza membawa diri ke KAPITAN dan melahap sepinggan TANDOORI!! makannnn! hhgaaaissh, sedaapnnyaaaa! PENANG FOOD IS THE BEST FOOD!;)hehehe

And now, tengah bertapa depan lappy sambil minum coffee. The feeling and satisfaction you'll get when you're at home is PRICELESS! 

OK, bye nak tidoq atas katil empuk! tamau buang masa. SWEET DREAM!<3 anyeoong;)

Scroll Scroll Scroll

 My first AWKWARD pose in QB!


 Teruja beli Muffin!


 Izza turut TERUJA;)

 Sementara menunggu TANDOORI!


 Betul-betul HOo LIAU!

 Kebahagiaan terpancar di wajah Izza. TANDOORI.makannn!

 Awak paham kan? I'M HUNGRY!;)

 Hati Gembira bila perut sudah KENYANG!;)

 Bermanja sebentar bersama IZZA.

Saturday, February 5, 2011


Esok saya kena balik :


Sedih! Menangis sambil menekup muka dengan bantal!

Friday, February 4, 2011


NEWS :  Leeteuk and Heechul Involved in a 7 cars Accident in Singapore

Super Junior's members Kim Heechul and Leeteuk were in a 7 cars accident. The management company SM Entertainment eased the fans' mind by saying, "the two people are fine. When they come back to Korea on the 31st, they will go to the hospital and receive an examination. "

When Super Junior successfully finished SM Town Live in Tokyo which was held at Yoyogi Stadium in Tokyo, Japan, they visited Singapore on the 28th for their concert Super Show3 which was to be held on the 29th and 30th. 

When Super Junior arrived at the airport, many fans were present. Some diehard fans rode on several cars and started to chase the stars' van which was heading to the hotel. A dangerous race ensued and finally, a car hit the van which Leeteuk and Heechul were riding on, creating the first accident. Afterward, 5 cars that were chasing the van continuously collided with each other making the collisions into a 7 cars accident. The accident was featured in Singapore newspapers.

Talking to Sportsworld over the phone, Kim Heechul expressed his discomfort saying, "my body's not feeling good because of my back pain."  He added, "it was horrible because it reminded me of the past incident. Leeteuk and I experienced it before." In April 2007, Super Junior was involved a car accident when the van that the members rode on rolled over leaving Kyuhyun in a critical condition. In August of 2006, Heechul was in a car accident when he was on his way back from visiting the funeral of Donghae's father. Heechul had hip and ankle fractures and was hospitalized for 12 weeks. He received a surgery to put 7 metal pins in his left leg. 

Heechul said, "because of the aftereffect of the accident I had before, I can't go to sleep in the car and I can't bend my legs well.  I'm not going to happy complain about how I want to have a private life. But I don't want to risk my life to receive love."

Seriously, they are not even fans.  They are more like stalkers!



 Do you have a bestfriend?? I don't have a bestfriend but I have BESTFRIEDNS! YESS, today the topic is BESTFRIENDS!

Okok now lemme ask you, what your bestfreind/s  has/have  done for you?

Me?,They have done ALMOST EVERYTHING for me. I really should thank Allah S.W.T for giving me such precious friends in my life. YES, friends are important. Naa, you can't deny it eventhough you think that you can survive by yourself, but then you need friends to support you all the way so that you'll be strong enough to face all the difficulties in your life. ME, yes I agree am a STRONG GIRL, but then I easily broke down when am SICK or when sumthing BAD happen to me, YES, I easily broke down and my friends know that and I know I can freely turn up to them whnener I need them! YES, The've been there for me!

Now people, lemme introduce you the GIRLS in my life:

   Ayuni Nazihah ME Fasihah Rodiah Arifah

These are my GIRLFRIENDS during my highschool. I can never forget the old days when we were together, 
eating at the canteen<*tsk tsk, meja kami plg GEMPAK=BISING!*>, celebrating birthdays<*selalunya celebrate time rehat so that the whole school will know that today is that particular person's birthday!*haha>, 
sleeping in the class, provoking teachers<*not all of them*>, laughing while singing the NEGARAKU song, copying each others h/w bla bla bla! 
hhgaish, all those sweet HIGH SCHOOL MEMORIES. Now that all of us have grown up and its kinda difficult for us to meet since we are studying in difeferent places which is far from each other. But no matter what, ALL OF YOU ARE IN MY HEART!

P/s : Ignore my FACE. Tyme tu muka cam coffee kurang susu! now, Ok sikit la, coffee cukup susu!hehe;)

Now, lemme introduce the 6 IMPORTANT GIRLS in my life.

She who has it all in order.

 YES, she is one of my bestfriend. Kitaorg satu sekolah dari sekolah rendah hinggalah sekolah menengah and now she is studying in UNIMAP, which is very near to my UiTM. Memang jodohla kan! This girl, she is a very quite type girl and serius xckp banyak! But then, if you get closer to her, pok pek pok pek, ckp xhenti! haha. But she is very unique in her very on way. I like the way she respects her family and others. I like her spirit to acheive her ambition and to ensure a good life for her parents. I like they way she potrays herself whenever she in trouble. Pendek kata, I LIKE HER VERY MUCH! My mom pun suka dia. Mama selalu ckp "Kamu tu, cuba jd mcm Fasihah"! haha.
One thing she has done to me that I can never forget for the rest of my life is,  during SPM 2008, I was sick(DEMAM CAMPAK)! I was relly down coz I was terribly afraid that I can't sit for my SPM. I dun have the srenght to sit for the papers too! But then, this girl, she hold my hand, stood beside me and took really good care of me without thinking of she might get infected too <*as u know, CAMPAK kan boleh merebak*>! YES, she was there for me, giving me all the strenghts and accomponying me too the examination hall. Thanks Fasz! FASIHAH ROSLAN YOU ARE PRICELESS!

She who melts hearts like butter in a microwave.

Kitaorang satu sekolah menengah and now satu UNIVERSITI! hehehe. yerp, she is the first girl that I know in UiTM. She was my roomate and then it leads to my BFF!;) Our story is kinda unique, kitaorang time sekolah dulu, sembang pun tak pernah. YES, siap jeling2 lagi! haha. Then while I was on my way to UiTM Arau for the very first time, one of my friend called me and told "sha, hg dapat uitm ek?? wowww. eyh2, dgk kata nad pun dapat uitm arau. ntah2 roomate hg pa ti." and I was like " hahaha, apala hg, punya beribu2 org, die plak roomate aku kn.".......then bila I dh dapat bilik, I went to my room, There was this aunt smiling and welcoming me, then when I turned around I saw.......NADHIRAH KARIM! hahahaha. MY ROOMATE! tetttttt. TERKESIMA saya! hahah. Thats the starting point, then we get to know each other well, I care bout her, she cares bout me, then the relationship grows until now! She is a very sweet girl. Whenever I have problems, she will be there to lend her shoulder and I still remember, when I was in part 3 which is last sem, I was sick and this girl she asked me to stay in her room <*we were rommates tyme part 1 je then KOLEJ memisahkan kami!*>, owh ya, I stayed in her room and she really took good care of me. Dia siap boh alam kol 3pg utk igtkan I mkn ubat! How sweet kan.Thanks Nad! NADHIRAH KARIM I LOVE YOU MY GIRL!

She who knows everything!

 ROMANTIK tak this picta?? She was my roomate in part 2. This tough girl, she taught lots of valuable things in my life. Dia nie kan, mcm my MOM. She will advice and advice and advice me. Kekadang I will be like, aaarggh! But then, I realised, apa die ckp semua betul2 belaka. Eventually, She did managed to turn me into a better person. I don't know if she realise that, but then YESS, she is something in my life. Saya suka sgt bagi die marah.haha. like, if she say YES, I will be like NO! hahaha. I duuno why, its fun to see her in her angry mode. She hates it but, I like it! hahah. This girl aa, if she is a boy, I will definetly choose her as my BoyFriend. hahaha! That statement is funny, but then I meant it. Dia pandai jaga saya except for die KERAS KEPALA banyak! haha. But then if ugut sumthing, she will definitely keep QUIET! haha. Thats my power! owh yaa, This girl, she has done sumthing that nobody has ever done to me. Part 2, I was sick again, this time FOOD POISINING, and tyme tu badan muah lemah gila! mata dah juling and MUNTAH, yes definetly that event took place too. Bila 2-3 kali muntah, boleh lg lari pegi tandas, but afterthat I was really weak that I couldn't even move my ass out of my bed! And kali ke 4 rasa cam nak MUNTAH, I dunno wat to do, tyme tu mmg nak terkeluaq segala apa yang dimakan and diminum tengahari tu, nak lari pegi tandas pun tak larat, I though am gonna throw up on my bed or wat but then THIS GIRL, die tadah my MUNTAH dengan plastic bag without any hesistancy. YES, she did that! Bukan sekali jerr taw die TADAH my MUNTAH, but then 7 times! YES, TUJUH KALI! Saya siap muntah atas kaki dia lagi! OO emm gee, if I was her, I dunno wat to do! Thanks Zana! FARZANA ABD HAMID YOU'RE MY GIRL!

She who was born with the flexes of a cheetah!

 HAIZI NUR SHIFAA. Unikan kan nama dia?? First time bila baca nama die kat attendance list, I though it was a guy name, then baru taw, owh this SWEET GIRL rupanya! hahaha. This girl, my coursemate. We were in the same class from PART1-PART4. Kitaorang siap tubuhkan group nama H.A.I : Haizi Aisha Iza. Budak nie sgt2 sweet orangya. Puji sikit2 cukup, kang OVER PERASAN! hahaha. die nie, sekepala ngan I and besh hangout ngan die coz mst kami muah gelak sampai tergelak2 guling2 gelong2! hahahaha. You can imagine ryte how funny she is?? Die pun lebih kurang mcm I, pok pek pok pek! This gril, I like her determination. She is very daring! Watever she thinks, she will just spill it out. YESS, petah bercakap! One thing I really love bout her, die suka tolong orang. Yess, I know, if I have any problems or I need any help, I can turn up to her and she will definitetly be there for me. Dia mmg ringan tulang sgt2! Time part 1 nie, ada sumthing happened to me, tak leh nak stori la, its very private, But this girl was there to help me! If die tak dtg, tak taw apa ti jadi! Thanks ifa! HAIZI NUR SHIFAA YOU ARE PRECIOUS.

P/S : Thanks coz teman aku beli hamper! haha;)

She who just can't be hated!

Ini IZZA, Peneman baiku sejak part1-part4. She is my roomate+coursemate. To describe her, she is a very quite girl and very secretive. But at the same time, dia nie WANITA CARING! haha. Die xpandai nak bagi nasihat ke apa, but then she is a VERY GOOD LISTENER! Almost everything about me I will spill it out to her and she will calmly listen to all my problems without any hesistancy. Yess, selama nie am the one yang selalu luahkan all my sad stories kat die, die jrg sgt2 buat mcm tu! Sweet kan die, A VERY GOOD LISTENER. Die nie pun sekepala ngan me gak. We the H.A.I grop, if lepak sekali, memang gelak mcm nak pecah perut! hahaha. and Izza suka sangat gelak! Whenever I story sumthing kat die, she will be laughing and laughing and laughing and it will make me more eager to tell her the whole story! hahaha. Me and izza,we love to share things. This girl, die pernah tgk saya menangis, gelak terguling2, marah yg teramat, merajuk and semuala! Sumtimes, she can really read whats on my mind and I'll be like, o emm geee, this girl aa dah masak ngan perangai aku! hahah;) You wanna know my secrets, go ask her, I bet she will never tell you!And she was there too helping me tyme I kena food poisining. I know she was really worried about me. I can see that. Thanks Iza. IZZA NURSAFIKA BE MINE FOREVER GIRL!

P/S : Thanks coz teman aku beli hamper! haha;)

she who is a walking fashion magazine!

 My roomate when I was in part 1. NURUL HUSNA=NUR AISHA. Awak paham?? haha. YESS, dia and saya sama ja perangai! very very the SEKEPALA! She's like everything to me. Bila I ada big prob or anything, I will turn up to her and she will be like "nangis b, nangis, nangis sepuas hati U k"<*note that I will call her bb, and she will call me b*;). She will be comforting me, inspiring me and she will be there helping me throughout the way. Nak dgq story tak, Dulu tyme part1, it was just two of us Me and Nad jerr dok kat CENGAL 2025. Supposed to be 3, but then ada budak tu pindah pegi bilik kwn die. Tinggal Me and Nad jela. memang konker abeh bilik tu! hehe. Then ttbe one day nie, kitaorang dapat tahu that there will be new students coming in. The 2nd intake students. Me and Nad  punyala harap xdak sapa ti masok bilik kitaorang, but then ttba dlm tengahari mcm tu, ada org ketuk pintu. Bukak2, it was Nurul and her Mom. Tyme tu of coz la tak kenall die lagi an. Me and Nad with the fake smile "Welcome" jela die. Then both of us decided nak keluar pegi Kangaq,tak nak dok bilik! Biaq budak baru tu dok sorang2! Then kami kluarrr, mlm baru balik bilik and Nurul was sitting on her bed time tu. Nad and I buat bodo jerr. Actuali Nad was trying to be nice to her, I jer la buat bodo! Then Nurul asked us "Korang nangis tak tyme Family balik." Nad answered "ha'ah nagnis la jugak" then Nurul continued " tadi kak I kol, mcm nk nangis lak" then she was kinda crying and tyme tu mulalah hati wanita I nie tersentuh. Tyme2 tu juga Me and Mad decided to be nice to her. Buat apa nk buat muka an, she's new, its not her fault. hahaha, then mulala kami tiga RAPAT and sampaila sekarang. I should really thank God for giving Nurul to me. She completes me. wuaaaah gitu! hahaha. And ya, budak nie pun GILA SUPERJUNIOR, GILA KOREA! Nowdays bila jumpa die, we will be ending up talking bout suju! hahaha. NURUL HUSNA I'M YOURS!

So Basically, these 6 GIRLS are very important in my life, They are my strengths. NO THEM NO ME! YES, fasihah nadhirah farzana ifa iza nurul, BE MINE FOREVER please?? I promise i will treasure our frienship till the end of the world. 

Chaomal Saranghae!

Thanks Allah S.W.T for giving me them!<3

Thursday, February 3, 2011


NEVER SAY NEVER- 3D, Justin Bieber's first 3D movie. I'm eagerly anticipating to watch this movie! Am not his crazy or die hard fan or watever, but then personally I feel like this kid is talented and his songs are solid. A kid who can really sing well and has won hearts of many young girls out there! 

This movie look SUPER GOOD *see,the word SUPER mst kena ada!*hehe, so lets go check it out and see what hes got.

About The Movie: Justin Bieber: Never Say Never is the inspiring true story and rare inside look at the rise of Justin from street performer in the small town of Stratford, Ontario to internet phenomenon to global super star culminating with a dream sold out show at the famed Madison Square Garden in 3-D


Yeahhh Mannn!

JUSTIN BIEBER "NEVER SAY NEVER-3D" will convert you to being a fan.  

P/s : Jom pi tgk ramai2!*wink*

Wednesday, February 2, 2011


Saengil Chukha Hamnida
Saengil Chukha Hamnida
Sarangaheyo Kyuhyun
Saengil Chukha Hamnida!

13 FEBRUARY 1988 : BabyKyu, thank you for being born! You are special in your very own way. Wishing you a very Happy Birthday. and You are gonna Shine even more this year! SARANGHAE Kyuhuna!

P/s : He's the youngest in  SUPERJUNIOR.

         Nurul Husna, Today is your day! He's your MAN!;)*wink*


GONG xi FA cai!

Deepestfeelings wishes to those who are celebrating Chinese New Year, a Happy and Prosperous new season Prosperity and Fullfillment.

SPECIAL CHINESE NEW YEAR WISHES TO HANKYUNG (the one and only chinese guy in SUJU). wa ai nie!<3


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Edward Maya & Mia Martina - Stereo Love


I keep on pressing the PLAY button! It's awesome!

Try it people-ee;)